GewagteBohne

Koari Winters

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Pain and Pleasure by GewagteBohne, literature

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Pain and Pleasure

I breathe in your scent I am comforted by your touch I wonder about our future is there one with you or am I setting myself up for pain? Come and take my hand let us explore each other and the world I want to make my life with you though you tell me to be patient I fear that I can not when it concerns this matter I love you like no other I want you like no other I desire to take care of you as you can care for me No one has shown me what you have No one can cause such reactions within me Like you, I'm trapped in something that I wish I wasn't in Pain is needed in order to get pleasure of this I have no doubt the bliss I fee

Bitter Dreams by GewagteBohne, literature

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Bitter Dreams

Bitter Dreams by Koari Winters Like a maggot eating it's way through rotting flesh you squirm and wiggle your way through my insides burrowing your way through to find a better spot uncomfortable movements is caused, bouncing and leaping around like a spastic puppet on your tangled and jumbled string. My life isn't mine to control it is yours you maggot filled demon grinning with your rotting teeth, your eyes gleaming with pure envy and distaste happy to find my puppet dangling helplessly. I bow to your strength I cower from the very sight of you and I cringe at the thoughts I hear desiring to scream and run for my life to b

Christmas by GewagteBohne, literature

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Christmas

Christmas time by Koari Winters Snowflakes drop a few at a time covering the ground in an icy blanket freezing your body but warming your heart as you think of all the coziness it does bring. Fireplaces breathe smoke this time of year heating houses, warming souls, lifting spirits as blankets are held close to the chests and as hands grip hot cocoa mugs. Special trees are picked and decorated inside these homes where families laugh and celebrate the festive month nothing sparks anger for long as the warmth from within melts whatever troubles outside. Storms can not block the spirit that moves around infecting people with a sens

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Pain and Pleasure by GewagteBohne, literature

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Shallow Deaths by GewagteBohne, literature

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Shallow Deaths

A sickness envelopes my mind. Lost in it's cloudy body, I wander lost. Dazed by this confusion and upset with mistrust. Looking onto a shallow pool, I see no reflection peering back at me. I see nothing but dark ripples started by an unknown source. I would drown myself in this odd pool if it weren't for these chains. Routine fills my every waking moment. Making me wonder what my life is about. Feeling nothing I get out of bed to finish these small tasks. Everyday I put on a mask, hiding my true emotions. No one notices, no one cares, I fade into the background. I am everyone's blacksheep, I am everyone's ear, I am everything, but

Moonbeams: First Light by GewagteBohne, literature

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Moonbeams: First Light

Every night I wonder if I will live to see the next day or not. It is a frightening time, a time where no one truely knows what natural light looks or feels like. The sun is still here obviously, otherwise we woudln't be alive to wonder these things. We are afraid to go outside, we don't keep our blinds open because we don't have any windows to do so. The year is 5010 a.d. and the world has changed drastically from the times of old. Once there was a time when light was able to be seen and enjoyed, fear was never associated with the outside and light, we know this only because of the books we have read and it's what the historians proclaim to

Depressive Thriller by GewagteBohne, literature

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Depressive Thriller

Standing above the roaming crowd, I watch. Crowd working, gathering and idly walking. I ponder the purpose of all that I see, wondering where I fit in. I am apart from this massive crowd, lost and unsure of myself. They continue to walk under, unaware of what is going on. Unknowing of the demons lurking within my head, ready to be unleashed. Wrinkling my nose I look down on the crowd in pure disgust, if only they knew the torment. If they knew what was happening withen my mind, they'd lock me up. Leaving my perch I walk amongst the many people who make up this massive crowd. Fading into the background as I walk as if I'm not even the

My Own Joey by GewagteBohne, literature

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My Own Joey

Inspired by my best friend Joey, who's always put up with my abuse. Class a place to learn, a place to explore the many wonders of life. Cass is a place to work on projects that help one to understand the world, to better communicate with the world around oneself. But it is also a place to make and interact with friends both old and new. A friend is always something to be grateful for. Always there to answer your questions if you have some, there to help keep your sanity, there to keep you from boredom. A friend is always someone to rely on and to protect. The first visit to their house, one wonders how things will go. Upon arriving

Loss by GewagteBohne, literature

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Loss

You were just a friend, a close friend at that. Feelings were known, shared and present. Both understanding that nothing could come from it, both knowing that it was a loss cause. I cared for you as a good friend should. Never forgetting about your pain and struggles. Keeping all in mind, caused me worry, for how could one not worry over someone so close? You were there to make me laugh and smile. Days when I felt down about my past you made okay. Reminding me that the past can not be changed, I would have to accept what happened and try to move on. It all seems a test now that you're gone. Was it all a dream? Are you really sti

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Someone, Set Me Free by Chuge, literature

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Someone, Set Me Free

I wish to find someone who understands Someone to care for my defeated Soul Although I’m Lost, please know that I have tried To find myself, to find out where I’m from But years have passed, since I have lost my Voice And with that Voice, I lost who I once was The Memories that pierced me long ago Have killed me now, I’ll never live again No one can love a Soul that has been Lost No one can love a Heart that can’t exist There is no way to free me from these chains They weigh me down in all the pain Earth holds I’m crying out, but I cannot be heard These tears will fall, until my Heart is gone Take me awa

Thanksgiving 2005 by Neui, literature

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Thanksgiving 2005

I am thankful for finding you that lonely day... For falling in love with you I am thankful for having your heart with mine... For holding onto that heart I am thankful for needing that heart and needing your love, alone I am thankful for running with you and having fun... and remembering those times of happiness when I tried to forget I am thankful for keeping your heart... For the time that I needed it the most... And in turn, I am thankful for letting that same heart go, because a heart, like perfection, should never be kept bottled up, for it has the world to behold.

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

United States
Deviant for 17 years
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Born in California, I moved to Oregon when I turned 13 been here ever since. I'm married and spend my time crocheting, reading, gaming and thinking a bit too much. I doodle as I don't draw that well, I'm still working on making that better. I hope that I can publish something of mine.

Favourite Movies

The Dark Knight, Hannibal, From Hell, Interview with the Vampire

Favourite TV Shows

House, Roseanne, Dr. Phil, Histories Mysteries, Modern Marvels, Futurama, Invader Zim

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Rammstein, Oomph, E Nomine, Eminem, Dev, Black Eyed Peas, Jimi Hendrix, Pink Floyd, Led Zepplin

Favourite Books

The Vampire Lestat (a few more but can't seem to think of the exact names)

Favourite Writers

Anne Rice, John Saul, Bentely Little, Robin Hobb, Tolkien, Terry Brooks

Favourite Games

WoW, Mahjong, Chess, Sudoku, Wordsearches

Favourite Gaming Platform

Computer/Nes/Gamecube

Tools of the Trade

crochet needle, pencil, eraser, pen, keyboard

Other Interests

Animals, cleaning

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GewagteBohne

Jan 9, 2009

Life

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Why do people live for others and not for them self? Why do people follow tyrants? How can people ignore logic and follow emotion? Fear, uncertainty and passion .. those are some answers. I live life for my self and I don't think it selfishness. I follow whoever is strong enough to lead me. I don't always ignore logic, I just don't always agree it's the right path to walk down. To imagine ... Road of logic is like a sterile room, bright, free of clutter, precise, cold. Road of emotions is unsterile, dark, brooding, messy, confusing, warm, but sometimes chilly, variant of the person. Emotion is harder to follow.

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GewagteBohne

Nov 28, 2008

Bloo Cheeze

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What first comes to mind when you first hear the following words? Axe: Sharp Chainsaw: Buzz Dog: Cat Cat: Sleek Crow: Pet Television: Mindless Plastic: Hard Metal: of Honor Fire: Pyro Water: Thirsty Pigeon: toed Pie: Yum Blood: play Death: Dark Bunnies: my dog Flowers: pretty Sun: bright Frilly pink dress: froo froo What first comes to mind when you first hear the following adjective? Hot: cold Cold: snow Wet: fun Fried: rice Funny: joke Sad: happy Forlorn: depressive Happy: smiling Hyper: active Depressed: bullshit Bouncy: hyper Stiff: hard-on Stretchy: pants Wobbly: Chair Dark: comforting Bright: eye-pain

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GewagteBohne

Jul 16, 2008

Computer

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My computer has been acting frustrating ... Well ...ok to be more precise ..the router is causing everything to be sluggish. It took me 10 minutes to add a picture and set it as my Deviant id! Bleh.. Oh well.

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Neui

Dec 7, 2010

Thank you, everyone who watched my page when I first came to deviantART. I really appreciate the support received from all of you when I first encountered this site. A lot has changed over the past few years, and a new account comes with new times. If you would like to continue watching my art:

I am now known as Skelderthorn,

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Again, thank you so much, all of you. Back when I was using this account, dA was a place where I would come to escape daily troubles. Dawdling and talking and sharing art with all of you helped me deal with a lot of things I couldn't express otherwise. I am glad to be a part of dA, and I will do my best to remain active here for years to come.